Cerita Shelly paling panjang...

Nangis terkejer gue di sdg (so far) adalah saat gue jadi acara GCF 2017

Hari itu rapat acara harusnya. Dirumah lagi gaada mama papa, adanya ade doang. Dan seperti biasa gue diwanti2 gaboleh plg malem, apalagi malem sebelumnya abis rapat choral ITB dan pengurus inti, meskipun seperti biasa gue juga izin pulang duluan. Gue pulang duluan itu bukannya seneng enak2an, bukannya gue gapunya rasa bersalah. Gue selalu merasa bersalah saat rapat pulang duluan. Dan rasa bersalah itu dikali dua. Pertama gue ngerasa bersalah sama anggota yg lain, mereka bisa nyelesaiin rapat smpe selesai, tapi gue sering izin2 plg duluan, belum lagi bersalah sama koor atau ketua pelaksananya. Kedua, meskipun izin pulang rapat duluan, tapi dirumah gue udah keitung pulang malem juga, selama diatas jam 8 itu udah keitung malem bgt sama mama papa. Jadi gue pulang bukannya enak2an tapi ttp merasa bersalah juga sama orgtua karena bahkan gue ikut sdg pun ga dpt restu dari orgtua. meskipun kadang dianter jemput kalo ada event sdg, dibeliin kebutuhan gue buat sdg, dibukain pintu rumah, dikasi kunci duplikat meskipun gue plg malem karena sdg, dibolehin bawa mobil buat gue pergi latihan atau rapat atau acara lainnya meskipun pernah juga ga dibolehin. Gue ga terlalu perhitungan orgnya, tapi kalau dihitung2 memang dukungan orgtua gue sangat besar untuk orang yang gak merestui kegiatan gue. Jadi gimana gue ga merasa bersalah kalau gue suka ngelunjak pulang malem untuk rapat yg kadang bisa beberapa hari berturut2 ada rapat buat event yg berbeda2. Gak rapat pengurus, pelantikan, GCF, ITB, diksar, dll. Jadi gue berusaha untuk mengimbangi, ga jomplang ke salah satu pihak. Kalau dlm seminggu ada 3 rapat gue ikut satu atau dua, atau satu setengah (satunya ikut tapi izin plg duluan), gapernah gue ikut tiga2nya. Disitu gue juga merasa bersalah sama SDG dan anggota yg lain. Tapi, yg bikin gue agak sakit hati adalah saat ada org yg beranggapan gue enak suka izin pulang duluan, atau gue enak ga ikut rapat. Meskipun bercanda, tapi kalau ada yg bahas ttg absensi gue di rapat, gue sebenarnya sensitif dan gue baper, tapi gue berusaha untuk menahan setiap gue baper apapun alasannya yg bikin gue baper. Gue selalu menahan dan menanggapi dgn bercanda biar ga ketauan baper, atau kalo lagi pms dan baper kebangetan gue tanggepin dgn diem dan pergi. Gue gapernah ngeTOI org atau blak2an soal perasaan gue di depan org lain yg bikin gue sakit hati. Entah karena gue bisa nahan, atau entah gue pengen marah tapi gue ga tau apa yg harus diomongin, drpd gue marah tapi awkward jadi mending gue diem. Mungkin terlihat dewasa (gue gatau apakah ada yg melihat gue dewasa apa nggak, gue gak menyadari apapun pandangan org ttg gue kalo ga dikasitau), tapi sebenernya gue menahan karena gue canggung dan gue suka gatau mau ngmg apa jadi gue tahan dan selain itu gue juga ga suka memancing keributan dan memperburuk masalah yg udah ada, jadi gue selalu berusaha nahan.

Jadi ya itu, hari itu gue bela2in ikut rapat acara GCF yg kata koornya rapat abis latian. Gue berusaha memaksakan ikut rapat itu karena kalau dari skala prioritas rapatnya penting, dan gue divisi acara, dannnn anak acara ini gapernah rapat full team, sedangkan besoknya ada rapat gcf semua divisi. Disaat ade gue yg manja dan ngeselin itu berdua dirumah dan orgtua gue suruh pulang cepet. Jadi gue bilang lah ke koor itu gimana kalo rapatnya dirumah gue, mau smpe jam berapa aja bebas yg penting gue dirumah. Lalu saat diumumkan, ada aja anggota yg kurang setuju, dan mungkin memang beberapa atau semua anak acara itu agak gamau rapat di rumah gue karena rumah gue jauh. Disitu mulai lah debat lagi, gue udah diem aja karena gue terserah yg lain aja, karena gue ga enakan. Sebenernya gue ga memaksakan bgt buat dirumah gue makanya gue diem. Tapi gue juga akan sangat berterima kasih dan sangat lega kalo rapatnya mmg jadi di rumah gue. Tapi melihat respon anak2 itu gue pun agak galau ya karena itu udah disuruh plg tapi rapat itu penting, ada yg tiba2 bilang di tempat makan lah, ada yg bilang di kampus lah, dan jdnya kyk ga jelas gitu. Akhirnya pecah lah karena koor juga kesel ada perdebatan masalah tempat rapat itu. Gue makin ga enaklah dan gue makin diem. Gue mau bgt dirumah gue, tapi gaenak juga sama yg bilang rumah gue kejauhan, gue mau bilang yaudah dikampus aja, tapi gue pasti gabisa ikut karena harus disuruh pulang, meskipun sekali2 gue ngelawan perintah orgtua tapi gue gamau jadi anak yg durhaka total, mungkin skrg gue semi durhaka (wallahualam) tapi gue gamau lebih jauh lagi karena gue juga ngerasa ini udah lampu oren (hati-hati) buat gue. (Ohiya btw, gue punya radar feeling sendiri buat suasana hati orgtua gue thd kegiatan sdg ini, kadang mereka ijo, lempeng bgt tuh kalo gue mau rapat atau latihan, kadang oren, harus hati2, dan hampir merah, yg bener2 harus di cut. Tapi sejauh ini paling baru smpe oren, belum smpe bener2 merah tapi itu udah warning bgt, karena gue sadar kalo oren tapi masih gue bablasin bisa2 jadi merah malah ke cut semua kegiatan gue selama 4 thn ini sia2 belaka jadinya). Karena gue bingung mau ngmg apa disitu jadi gue diem aja dan diem2 merasa bersalah juga. Dan setelah pecah suasana karena jdnya ribut masalah tempat rapat, yg merembet jadi masalah gak jadi rapat, rapatnya mau dibubarin, bingung lah gue, disini posisi udah mau malem, tapi gajadi rapat di rumah gue, tapi udah ambek2an gini. Dan disitu, lo tau, gue ngerasa ada yg nyalahin gue, memang dia ga ngmg langsung tapi gue ngerasa aja dia menyalahkan gue yg nyuruh rapatnya di rumah gue. Disitu aduhh udah gue tahan2 aja. Perasaan gue disitu pertama merasa bersalah, kedua bingung, terus agak kesel karena ketidakpastian, terus gue capek juga, dan disaat seperti itu ada yg terasa sedang menyalahkan gue. Entah kenapa gue udah terbiasa menahan, jadi mau sesakit apapun gue gabisa pecah di depan umum, baik pecah air mata atau pecah amarah, kyk yg org2 lakuin biasanya dlm situasi sprti itu. Tapi gue cuma diem, sok2 bisa ikut rapat, gue ikutin lah itu koor yg ngambek ke mcd kelapa dua. Disitu dia udah agak tenang dan nyuruh gue plg karena dia tmn gue dan dia tau gimana kondisi rumah gue, bukannya karena tmn jadi dibelain apa gimana, ya meskipun gue juga merasa bersalah dan takut ada yg berpikiran spt itu tapi gue udah bodo amat apa kata org ttg keluarga gue, karena gue tau mereka ga tau gimana keluarga gue yg sebenarnya.

Lalu pulanglah gue di jam 10 dan kondisi rapat belum mulai karena insiden itu.

Lalu...... setelah sampai rumah..... entah kenapa tiba2 gue pecahh sendiri....

Gue nangis senangis nangisnya. Ade2 udah pada tidur, mama ke bandung, papa ngekos di dkt kantor. Gue naaanggiis sambil mikir apa aja yg bikin gue nangis, jadi ada beberapa hal yg udah gue tumpuk dan gue tahan, pastinya ada hubungannya juga sama insiden rapat acara GCF itu. Perasaan gue disitu adalah kesel sedih marah kecewa, karena ada yg nyalahin gue padahal dia ga tau apa2 ttg keluarga gue. Di kampus tadi gue diem aja karena ya itu, gue tahannn. Di rumah baru lah pecah. Disitu gue mulai mikir egois, kenapa gue di kondisi kyk gini ga punya (org) tempat cerita. Kalo ke Allah itu udah pasti gue berkeluh kesah ke Allah dan minta petunjuk, ketenangan, apa2 semua minta sama Allah. Tapi gue merasa disini gue gaada org yg support gue yg bisa gue ceritain keluh kesah gue. Gue merasa ga pantes juga sih punya org seperti itu yg kerjanya bakal denger keluhan gue doang. Itu kenapa gue tahan terus semuanya gue tumpuk karena gue ga suka denger org ngeluh aja kerjanya jadi gue gamau juga ngeluh ke org. Tapi disini gue lagi ngerasa egois kenapa gaada org yg (terlihat) mau dengerin segala keluhan kesusahan gue (like pacar, meskipun hati gue yg sisi lain mengatakan gue ga butuh dan pacaran itu haram jadi gabakal berkah juga keluh kesah gue sama dia) apa gue kebanyakan nonton korea yakk. Disitu gue merasa butuh org buat tempat bersandar, bahu buat tempat gue menumpahkan air mata, dekapan buat nenangin gue, kuping buat dengerin semua unek2 gue. Yg ga gue dpt dari orgtua, maupun adik, dan teman gue.

Disitu gue juga sempet mikir kalo sdg se-egois ini terus menyita diri gue, gue sampe ga sempet ngerjain skripsi, gue ga sempet berkarya bagus2 buat tugas gue, gue cm bisa bikin seadanya doang buat tugas kuliah karena wkt gue yg terbatas, wkt gue yg gue curahkan hampir sepenuhnya buat sdg. Tapi disaat gue kyk gitu masih ada yg seakan menyalahkan gue karena gue minta rapat dirumah gue, masih ada yg seakan ngerasa gue enak2an izin dan gaikut rapat, dan egoisnya gue mikir "padahal apa yg gue lakuin, kontribusi gue, apa yg gue bikin, itu udah maksimal, hampir semua usaha dan waktu gue buat sdg, belum tentu kalian2 itu berkorban sebanyak gue dlm hal waktu, usaha, ide, pikiran, karya" tapi disini gue merasa seolah2 gue hanya dianggap org yg izin kalo rapat.

Sebenarnya hal itu ga masalah kalo dlm kondisi biasa. Tapi waktu itu kondisinya lagi sangat ga biasa. Wkt itu ke-egoisan gue yg selalu gue tahan muncul tiba2. Pikiran2 egois gue timbul dan merajai pikiran gue, sehingga gue pun nangis sejadi2nya. Apa yg selama ini gue lakuin, apa yg selama ini gue korbanin, keluarga, tugas kuliah, absen kuliah, pi, skripsi, itu ga dihargain. Entah pun siapa yg gue minta untuk hargain gue. Tapi pokoknya saat itu, ya itu yg gue pikirkan, gue butuh pendengar, gue butuh dihargain, gue butuh waktu buat ngerjain semua tugas2 gue yg ketinggalan. Gue pengen egois dan ngelakuin apa yg mau gue lakuin. Tapi kalo gue egois, malah perasaan gue yg sensitif ini makin merasa bersalah. Meskipun pikiran gue suka ngedumel di dlm hati tapi gue selalu ngerjain apa yg harus gue kerjain untuk sdg, meskipun ngedumel dlm hati tapi gue ngerjain sepenuh hati.

Entah juga kenapa gue bikin notes ini sepanjang2 tidak. Dan isinya pun ngalor ngidul bgt. Tapi gue hanya merasa ingin menuliskan, mencurahkan apa yg ada di pikiran gue ini. Siapa tau gue lega setelah nulis, dan suatu hari nanti bisa gue baca lagi. Saat2 capeknya gue berkorban buat sdg (but trust me, gue ngomong2 gini tapi gue ikhlas ngelakuin pengorbanan gue dan gue ga minta ganti untuk pengorbanan2 itu)

Sistem Informasi Psikologi

1.    Pengertian Informasi

Menurut Davis, informasi adalah data yang telah diolah menjadi suatu bentuk yang penting bagi si penerima dan mempunyai nilai yang nyata yang dapat dirasakan dalam keputusan-keputusan yang sekarang atau keputusan-keputusan yang akan datang. Sedangkan menurut Terry, informasi adalah data yang penting yang memberikan pengetahuan yang berguna.

2.    Pengertian Sistem Informasi

Sistem informasi adalah sistem di dalam suatu organisasi yang mempertemukan kebutuhan pengolahan transaksi harian, membantu dan mendukung kegiatan operasi, bersifat manajerial dari suatu organisasi dan membantu mempermudah penyediaan laporan yang diperlukan (Arbie, 2000).

MenurutSutabri (2005), sistem informasi adalah suatu sistem di dalam suatu organisasi yang mempertemukan kebutuhan pengolahan transaksi harian yang mendukung fungsi operasi organisasi yang bersifat manajerial dengan kegiatan strategi dari suatu organisasi untuk dapat menyediakan kepada pihak luar tertentu dengan laporan-laporan yang diperlukan.

3.    Pengertian Sistem Informasi Psikologi

Irene Joos, dkk (2009) mendefinisikan bahwa sistem informasi adalah suatu sistem yang memiliki tujuan sendiri untuk menghasilkan informasi dengan menggunakan sistem input/ proses/ output.

Menurut Chr. Jimmy L. Gaol (2008) sistem informasi psikologi bertujuan mendapatkan pemahaman bagaimana manusia pembuat keputusan merasa dan menggunakan informasi formal.

Kusrini & Andri kaniyo (2007) menyatakan bahwa sistem informasi adalah sebuah sistem yang terdiri atas rangkaian subsistem informasi terhadap pengolahan data untuk menghasilkan informasi berguna dalam pengambilan keputusan.

Berdasarkan pengertian di atas, dapat disimpulkan bahwa sitem informasi psikologi adalah sebuah sistem yang terdiri dari rangkaian subsitem yang menghasilkan informasi dan bertujuan mendapatkan pemahaman psikologis manusia seperti bagaimana manusia pembuat keputusan merasa dengan menggunakan informasi formal.

4.    Pengertian Arsitektur Komputer

Arsitektur komputer merupakan konsep perencanaan dan sturtur pengoprasian dasar dari suatu sistem komputer. Arsitektur komputer disebut sebagai suatu seni megenai cara-cara dalam mengaplikasikan atau interkoneksi dalam komponen perangkat keras agar memenuhi kebutuhan fungsional, kinerja, dan target biaya. Dan dalam pengoprasian lebih difokuskan bagaimana cara bekerja CPU serta mengenai cara pengaksesan data dan alamat dari dan ke memori cache, RAM, ROM, cakram keras, dll. Arsitektur komputer mempelajari artribut-atribut sistem komputer yang terkait dengan seseorang programer dan memilki dampak langsung pada eksekusi logis sebuah program. (Erwin, Feradila, Alhaq, dkk, 2010).

Bagan Arsitektur Komputer:

5.    Pengertian Kognisi manusia

Menurut Chaplin (2002) dikatakan bahwa kognisi adalah konsep umum yang mencakup semua bentuk mengenal, termasuk di dalamnya mengamati, melihat, memperhatikan, memberikan, menyangka, membayangkan, memperkirakan, menduga dan menilai.

Terdapat beberapa komponen kognitif yang terdiri dari seluruh kognisi yang dimiliki seseorang mengenai objek dan sikap tertentu, yaitu berupa fakta, pengetahuan, dan keyakinan tentang objek.Pada dasarnya, proses berfikir manusia sama halnya seperti proses kerja computer yang terdiri dari 3 tahap, yaitu

Tahap 1 : memasukkan informasi (input) ditangkap lewat panca indera.

Tahap 2 : pemrosesan informasi (storage) melalui otak.

Tahap 3 : pengeluaran informasi yang telah diolah (output) berupa ide/perilaku.

Contohnya : manusia menangkap suara yang memanggil namanya dari arah sebelah kana, lalu otak memprosesnya bahwa dirinya dipanggil oleh seseorang, kemudian mengambil keputusan untuk kepala bergerak ke arah datangnya suara dan mulai mendekati seseorang yang memanggil nama dirinya.

A Letter for Myself

It's easier to make a new one than fixing the old one, they said. 

Because the old one already have a pattern that another people has made before, and it's a little bit complicate to follow the pattern to finish it.

Yes, it is really easier to make a new one, because you really create it from the beginning, that you know every single part of it, untill you finish it with your own way.

But.... they didn't say it's impossible to continue the old one. 

It's not easy, but there's always possibility.

I proved that twice, in fact, it really is, not easy. 

I made much mistake in doing that. 

Even when I finish, the result is not as perfect as I and everyone expected.

But I finished it, until it really finish.

I finished it with my own way. 

I never ask to fix it at the first time, the responsibilities was just given to me in the middle of the pattern.

Then I took my courage to bear that responsibilities. To finish what I didn't start.

Honestly I'm not satisfied with the result. I admit that, I didn't deserve an appreciation from other people.

But I respect myself, I regard my self, I care to myself, and I convinced my self to receive a little thank you from myself, to myself, for having that courage at the first place, and still stand for it until it finish. 

So, thank you, Shelly, for did the best you can. Make this as the lesson for your future. Keep that braveness, always remember, have courage and be kind :)

(Note: 

• The first occasion is when I become the first treasurer, from the second treasurer. Because the 'old' first treasurer was signed out from the organization
• And the second occasion is when I, from the regular member, was asked to be the coordinator of artistic team that already created and already planned by other person. But because there's a thing, make that person became a chairman of the committee. So she asked me to replace her position.
• I finished those jobs, with a little bit messy result. It was really far from perfect.
• But like i said, I have to appreciate myself, so I write this letter for myself
• And I just want to remind all of you, you need an appreciation of everything you did. At least you have a pure will to do it right, even if the result is far from your expectation)

And last but not least, I have a song for all of us:

I wouldn't wanna be anybody else, hey

You made me insecure,

Told me I wasn't good enough.

But who are you to judge

When you're a diamond in the rough?

I'm sure you got some things

You'd like to change about yourself.

But when it comes to me

I wouldn't want to be anybody else.

Na na na na na na na na na na na na na

Na na na na na na na na na na na na na

I'm no beauty queen

I'm just beautiful me

Na na na na na na na na na na na na na

Na na na na na na na na na na na na na

You've got every right

To a beautiful life

C'mon

Who says, who says you're not perfect?

Who says you're not worth it?

Who says you're the only one that's hurtin'?

Trust me, that's the price of beauty

Who says you're not pretty?

Who says you're not beautiful?

Who says?

It's such a funny thing

How nothing's funny when it's you

You tell 'em what you mean

But they keep whiting out the truth

It's like a work of art

That never gets to see the light

Keep you beneath the stars

Won't let you touch the sky

Na na na na na na na na na na na na na

Na na na na na na na na na na na na na

I'm no beauty queen

I'm just beautiful me

Na na na na na na na na na na na na na

Na na na na na na na na na na na na na

You've got every right

To a beautiful life

C'mon

Who says, who says you're not perfect?

Who says you're not worth it?

Who says you're the only one that's hurtin'?

Trust me, that's the price of beauty

Who says you're not pretty?

Who says you're not beautiful?

Who says?

Who says you're not star potential?

Who says you're not presidential?

Who says you can't be in movies?

Listen to me, listen to me

Who says you don't pass the test?

Who says you can't be the best?

Who said, who said?

Would you tell me who said that?

Yeah, who said?

Who says, who says you're not perfect? (yeah)

Who says you're not worth it? (yeah yeah)

Who says you're the only one that's hurtin'? (oh)

Trust me, that's the price of beauty (hey yeah, beauty)

Who says you're not pretty? (who said?)

Who says you're not beautiful? (I'm just beautiful me)

Who says?

Who says you're not perfect?

Who says you're not worth it?

Who says you're the only one that's hurtin'?

Trust me (yeah), that's the price of beauty

Who says you're not pretty?

Who says you're not beautiful? (who says you're not beautiful?)

Who says?

-Who Says, Selena Gomez

Beauty and the Beast

One of my favorite princess is Belle. Many people thinks she was having a stockholm syndrome (Stock·holm syn·drome: feelings of trust or affection felt in certain cases of kidnapping or hostage-taking by a victim toward a captor).

But no, they only see the whole story without understanding the plot in detail. What I see is:

Belle is a beauty and smart girl who love her father so much because he was the only parent she had. In her village, she was wanted to marry by Gaston the most powerful assh*le in town, but she ignored him because he was just a man with muscle but no brain, he also very narcisstic and thought he could get everything he want.

One day, Belle's father was lost in somewhere out of their village and accidentally arrived at beast's castle. He entered there, seeking for a help and a little courious about that mysterious castle in the middle of the forest. But Beast was so very insecure that he thought Belle's father was an intruder so he prisoned him.

Belle worried about his father because their horse was came home alone without him. She started seeking his father with the horse and arrived at Beast castle. Belle then sacrifice herself to became Beast's hostage to discharge her beloved father. Beast was dazzled with Belle's beauty and also thought she might could save him from the curse that made him into a beast, so he accepted that concurrence.

After released Belle's father, Beast gave Belle a proper grand bedroom for her to be comfort at his castle. At first, Belle didn't like and reject Beast because of his temper and rude act. She felt upset every night in her bedroom, but the servants who cursed into housware like Lumière, Cogsworth, mrs. Potts, and her son Chip, calming Belle and assured that the Beast is not a bad person, he was only lonely. Belle started to try understand Beast more. But one day Belle went to the west wing of the castle and get into the room which is forbidden for her to step in, there she found the rose that used to count down Beast cursed. Beast found her and get mad, showing his temper and animals side. Then she ran away from the castle. 

In the forest, she was intercepted by wolves, but before she was torn into pieces, Beast came and save her. At the castle, they talked about what was happened, Belle admonished about his bad temper, Beast was realized that it was his fault, but after that Belle thanked him for saved her life. After opened her heart and saved by him, she could feel goodness and sincere in Beast. Then day by day she can found common in them and sharing a good things. Belle started to feel comfort and unconsciously falling in love with him.

One day, Belle missed her father. Beast offered her a magic mirror that can see through what ever she wanted to see. She was shocked to see her father was laying on the bed and looks sick. Then she asked Beast to let her visit her father for a while. Beast pity her, let her go home and give her the mirror in case she want to see the castle.

When she back home, Gaston know and also found out that there's a Beast at the castle in the middle of the forest, he also can feel that Belle was fall in love with the Beast so he planed to attack Beast at his castle. Then Gaston locked up Belle and her father in their house and went to Beast castle with the villagers.

Chip (the cursed cup), that sneaked into Belle's bag, help Belle and her father to go out. Then they ran into the castle with their horse. When Belle get there, Beast saw her and got more strenght to defend himself from the villager. At one time Belle gets to Beast at the upper castle, Gaston stab him and he was hurted, but before totally sprawl, Beast could beat Gaston and make him fall from the high. Then Belle ran into Beast who was lied down unconsciously. She shed a tear while hugging Beast and admit that she love him right before the last rose petals falling down. And then the magic happened, Beast turned into a human shaped prince in front of Belle, so did the cursed castle's servants all turned back into human. And the gloomy castle turned into pretentious kingdom as the spell exuviated.

Well that was a very classic fairy-taled happy ending, which I like..

I wanna tell that I love Belle's character because she's so smart, she's pretty but doesn't show that off like most girls at the village, she doesn't really care about her appearance. She prefer to go to bookstore and being herself even when people say she was "odd" and "peculiar". And she could explicitely reject Gaston because they have different purpose in life.

She dare to dream, even that she lived in the common village with commonly idea of life, she had a dream to have an adventurous live and so courious about what outside her world.

She was also very brave, when she found out her beloved father was missing, she immediately went to find him into the dark forest. 

And she's so selfless that she sacrifice herself to save her father because she love him very much. She is type of girl whom will do anything for everyone she love.

She show her selflessness again and her warm-hearted too when she started to open her heart to understand Beast more, by not seeing his physical appearance and understand his bad attitude. 

She can understand him, that makes him melted and try to change his attitude because of her, not 'for' her. Maksudnya si Beast ini merubah sikapnya karena dia merasa dimengerti sama Belle, bukan berubah karena disuruh sama Belle nya. Jadi alasan untuk berubahnya lebih internal sehingga lebih tulus dan lebih last forever.

So it is proved that Belle loves Beast not only because he captive her at his castle. But because they learn to understand each other and be the reason for each other to be better. Isn't it so cuteeeeee?

Eyakkkk jadi baper gaes. Ya memang cerita ini so so fairy tale dan terasa tidak mungkin terjadi di dunia nyata karena terlalu naif (?) 

But I really believe and love this kind of story. I just a fairy tale lover forever and ever. Maybe it's because I can't feel that myself in this real life. YA SIAPA JUGA SIH YANG MAU NGERASAIN MASUK KE DALAM BANGUNAN ASING YANG ADA MAKHLUK BUAS DIDALEMNYA, GUE MAH KABUR GAES.

Moreover, even fairy tale has it's ups and downs. Like Belle, she had to sacrifice herself to save her father, not knowing what will happen to her in that gloomy castle with the Beast inside. She never had a will before to fall in love with the Beast, but it happened just like that without planed first.

So do in real life, there's so many things happened that we don't like and hard to accept but actually later we'll find out there is a deep meaning of what happened that can change our boring casual life forever.

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