Too easy for me to admiring someone i just met in some event, but at the same time it's too easy to get 'ilfeel' when i find out something that bother me about this guy.
I have read something that tell about 'wanita cenderung akan tertarik pada pria yang kelihatannya tidak tertarik padanya'. I admit i'm one of that girl. And if i know that guy likes me back, my feeling will automatically 'unlike' him. I just can't controlled that, it happens a lot.
Thats a problem, right? But the good thing is, with that habbit i do not have a relationship. because i feel so easy and so fast to get bored with a guy. Horrible but also benefit. Actually, I don't really like a concept of 'pacaran', although *ehem* sometime i want to have one too.
So, i just want to share that i feel the 'teenager probs' just now.
The event (that made us meet) is just ended today.
Maybe tomorrow, and the day after tomorrow, and next week, apalagi next month, i will totally forget that he is even exist in this world.
But just for this time, this time i still feel this feeling. ugh it's annoy me. much.
I ignore that feel, but my feeling don't want to ignore that i liking someone right now.
it's just like 'summer crush' you know, a feeling for a guy that just happen in summer time when you and he meet in a vacation. But after back to school, your life will be back to normal routine and you will totally forget about him.
I always feel like that.
Whereas I did't even talk to him a word, because i never have a courage to start a conversation with a guy.
But i like the way he look at me. i don't know, maybe i'm just over confident, maybe he actually looking at the scenery or something behind me, i'm not sure.
Whatever, tomorrow i will forget him though. He's just another summer crush, another story of my probs.
Okay the end of the story.
