Teenager probs

Oke this is my problem, i don't know if any of you have the same problem or not. But i think you are, we do have this problem. Jadi, kenapa setiap ada suatu event dan kebetulan ada seorang lawan jenis yang belum kita kenal di event tersebut, kita akan tertarik sama lawan jenis itu. Is it just me or you feel the same?

Too easy for me to admiring someone i just met in some event, but at the same time it's too easy to get 'ilfeel' when i find out something that bother me about this guy.

I have read something that tell about 'wanita cenderung akan tertarik pada pria yang kelihatannya tidak tertarik padanya'. I admit i'm one of that girl. And if i know that guy likes me back, my feeling will automatically 'unlike' him. I just can't controlled that, it happens a lot.

Thats a problem, right? But the good thing is, with that habbit i do not have a relationship. because i feel so easy and so fast to get bored with a guy. Horrible but also benefit. Actually, I don't really like a concept of 'pacaran', although *ehem* sometime i want to have one too.

So, i just want to share that i feel the 'teenager probs' just now.

The event (that made us meet) is just ended today.

Maybe tomorrow, and the day after tomorrow, and next week, apalagi next month, i will totally forget that he is even exist in this world.

But just for this time, this time i still feel this feeling. ugh it's annoy me. much.

I ignore that feel, but my feeling don't want to ignore that i liking someone right now.

it's just like 'summer crush' you know, a feeling for a guy that just happen in summer time when you and he meet in a vacation. But after back to school, your life will be back to normal routine and you will totally forget about him.

I always feel like that.

Whereas I did't even talk to him a word, because i never have a courage to start a conversation with a guy.

But i like the way he look at me. i don't know, maybe i'm just over confident, maybe he actually looking at the scenery or something behind me, i'm not sure.

Whatever, tomorrow i will forget him though. He's just another summer crush, another story of my probs.

Okay the end of the story.